I think I need to accept that I’m moody, crazy, loving, wild, insane, nurturing and all that.
I have cranky/fat days where I dislike myself. Then I have days where I want to spend the day writing poetry about Papaya’s sweet breath and watching her “talk” to me in sign language (she does more, all done, and Dad). I think, at least for me, this is normal. I’m not manic nor am I deeply depressed, I’m a medium girl (when I take my Lexapro) and I need to give only so much emotional weight to each mood. I need to enjoy my life and stop being so judgemental of myself, I don’t want to teach that to Papaya. I want her self esteem to be great, her creativity to be unquestioned and enjoy her life.
So thats my plan. Yeah.
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