It will soon be nap time.
But right now I’m entranced, with her.
She is dancing in circles in the living room floor. Her right foot
in place, spinning around with the other food. She raises her hands
up and down, dances with her arms and her voice. She is holding a
remote control, for the TV, I can’t bear to take away her prop no
matter how loud she accidentally turns up King 5 News.
She is pure and perfect and sweet.
She just pooped, I can smell it, but I must wait for her to be done
before I can change her. Ah, diapers, allowing the creative to poop
without slowing the dancing.
I went to my therapist today, things are back in order in my mind.
It also helps that I hired my favorite cleaning company to clean up
my house. Clean house without having to drag my semiDepressed arse
to do it is just SpecDiddlyTacular.
He’s in port, other wives have heard from theirs, yet he has not
called yet. I know it is because he is logical, has no more than a
minute now and will call for hours this evening. But I’m a GIRL and
I want to hear his voice and know that he loves me. As if that is
even a question. Sometimes you just want to hear the good news all
over again.
Movers come next week. 100,000 maintenance on my car is next week
too - whoa I drive a lot!
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Glad to hear you had a good appointment. Sometimes, just talking it out with a neutral party helps you get your own thoughts and feelings in order. I know it does for me.
As for watching Maya… does it ever get old? I mean, I think about how amazed I am at every kick and hiccup from Xan… and then I imagine I’m going to be even more enthralled with him when he comes out and starts doing “real people” things.
I figured the screaming and crying might temper my fascination a bit… but I don’t know.